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Friday, July 31, 2009


I have made many, many....some I take full credit for, many I share with mom and pop. Yesterday I had a conversation with someone and I was forced to own up to some of the worst things, something I would rather not do...I dont believe in going backwards when I have made such great efforts to forge ahead. But one cannot escape one's past deeds, like a having a really bad haircut on picture taking day. Just so many things I have regrets for; I wish I could articulate my feeling better to some of the folks I know here who like to drink/do drugs....just want to share with them the destructive effects of the party. It would be something I would like to do, help people avoid the kind of things I went through, just to get that nice secure feeling. Unwinding, as I justified it in my head. I know of others who just hang on killing themselves slowly, drinking away their lives. I hope and pray it will not be my fate, I love my wife, my life and my sanity. I hope you all love yourselves and your family enough to know when to stop before its too late. PEACE


Charmaine said...

Writing saved me from the sin and inconvenience of violence.

(Alice Walker)

Charmaine said...

I guess I'm not done with you yet.

Here's another one:

For in the end, freedom is a personal and lonely battle; and one faces down fears of today so that those of tomorrow might be engaged. (Alice Walker)

I'm doing Alice Walker today.

I think it means we are all on our own. The past is the past and we can do nothing to rectify our actions. But apologize and move on.

I'm so glad I stopped by your blog to find you're a nice guy pretending to be a schmuck, from time to time.

You're no schmuck. I see you. If anyone wants to make you pay and pay after you apologize, let them go.

You have a new family, hold on to them, forget the past you cannot change. Trust me.

Charmaine said...

Here I go again.

I just confused you with the bastard who said I was a "batshit ugly whore" on my blog.

That wasn't you. Dude, when you get as old as I am, pushing 50, you become borderline insane.

I want to say something to you, but we are strangers. I want to say that people are watching and listening. That's all you need to know.

Charmaine said...

Hey boobie.

You asked for another blog and, for you, I delivered.

It's not controversial. Next time I'm going to write something terrible about...um...Larry Bird perhaps? Magic Johnson?

K. I'll stop buggin' ya.

Charmaine said...

Time for a new post sweetie.